I remembered what he asked me the other day,

"What is the one thing that you would be lost without?"

At the time we were joking, but now thinking about it I know exactly what my answer should have been at first. Not my phone or my laptop, not my car or my pets. It was him, and it would always be him. I would be lost without his small words of wisdom. The way that he makes me feel comfortable in my own skin, the hints of excitement when I see him. That is all that I want out of this life and if I don’t have that then it would be like having lost a major part of myself.